I stupidly ignored education completely. I found it dull and I preferred to cause chaos and have fun. I regret this massively now.
Concerning God freewill and destiny: Of all that earth has been or yet may be all that vain men imagine or believe or hope can paint or suffering may achieve we descanted.
Soul meets soul on lovers' lips.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...